Mourrance

Ah tiens c’est vrai j’ai un blog…. Qui ne sert à rien et que personne ne lit de toute manière.

Bonne occasion de déverser mon vomi mental.

J’ai passé le toeic et j’ai eu 990 sur 990. How fucking wonderful that I got a certification for my own personal pleasure that will never be of use to me. I am feeling as hopeless as last year, it’s been a year since I’ve come to my aunt’s and nothing has changed. I am still the fucking parasitic dumbass that I was. What was the fucking point of coming here, I knew that it would be difficult but I didn’t realise that I would revert to my old ways of hating myself and wanting to die. I see the gazes and sniggers aimed at me. I hear you criticizing me behind my back. I fucking hate it, not feeling included even though I am trying to include myself. Ughhshhshshshshshshshhgh 

Emo diary part 1.

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